im Ross im passionate about self help and motivational stuff i had covid at one point i almost died i had to learn to walk again i couldnt lift my left arm for the longest time i was on the ventilator for 10 days i lost around 50 pounds i was down to 187 at my lowest i have a mental illness i listened to jay shettys book think like a monk only during the day to differentiate day and night i had dreams when i was under i remember faces but not where i was at i was in a warzone at times i thought i was in different places i lived at one point i thought i was going to die i was next in line but i was saved by someone this all happened in my mind i think part of the reason i lived was because ive lived with mental illness and wasnt afraid it has to do with perseverance