a time i succeeded

i remember there was a time i could have failed and i didnt i pulled myself out of a depression i started to run because i couldnt sleep so i ran til i couldnt and that started running to a stopsign i was thinking the hardest thing i could do physically i remember in jobcorps i used to do a ton of pushups i remember getting made fun of not being able to do 5 pushups i got in a groove